az in be bad do bar minevisam age shod farsish mikonam age ham na khodeton bebakhshid, 

aval az hame eyd be hame tabrik migam, inshaallah khoda hamey sedahaton shenide bashe, 

man emrooz asr karam shoro mishe bekhatere hamin koli vaght azad daram, ali ham dishab inja mond, baray eydi yek goshvare kheili ghashang baram kharide bood, esrar dasht ke beposhamesh ke moteasefane didim ke sorakhe gosham baste shode, man age chand rooz goshvare toe gosham nabashe sorakhesh baste mishe, chand rooz pish goshvare boland gosh karde boodam vaghty mohamo shane mikardam gir mikard tosh, ke bare akhar chenan gir kard ke goshvare ba darde faravan az gosham kande shod, manam dige nakardamesh to gosham va dige yadam raft goshvare dige bokonam. kholase ali ba hamon goshvare va alkol va kerem dobare sorakhesho baaz kard, khodaro shokr in yeki be gosham michasbe va lazem nist ke dige daresh biyaram, 

beheton gofte boodam moalem hastam? zaban tadris mikonam, albate bishtar be sorate khosoosi va toe moaseseha, yek madrese ham dars midam onam faghat yek kelas ke albate estekhdam rasmi nistam, 

kholase emshab kelas daram 6 saat poshte sare ham, ali goft ke ba mashin naram ke shab az sare kaar biyad donbalam ke shaam berim biron, delesh havas biron raftan karde bood, 

delam mikhad varzesh konam amma nemidonam che kelasi beram, age varzesh mikonid baram benevisid ke che kelasi mirid va che jori hast! ali ham kheili esrar dare ke man varzesh konam, bishtar hes mikonam delesh mikhad kheili khone tanha nabasham, va sare khodamo yek jori garm konam, kholase manam gofte boodam bad az mahe mobarak yek kelasi entekhab mikonam ke beram amma hanooz be natijei naresidam, rastesh hosele donbal kardan varzesh haye jedi nadaram, masalan yek reshte varzeshi, tenis va in chiza, delam kelas haye gorohi mikhad, 

yek khanum behem gofte bood ke kheili parakande minevisam, mano bebakhsh khanum, man nevisande nistam kam kam dastam miyad, akhe nemidonam az koja shoro konam, az chi begam!

mikhaid az khonam shoro konam?

man toe yek aparteman zendegi mikonam, ke nim tabaghe nim tabaghe bala mire, dar natije hamsaye nadaram toe tabaghe khodam, rabete khasi ham ba hamsaye ha nadaram, delam nemikhad fekr konan man jozam daram va shohar hashon ghayem konan, albate haminjori ham dide khobi be man nadaran hamey khanum haye sakhtemon mantoo hastan va man tanha kasi hastam ke chadori hastam va roo migiram, shayad ham vaghean fekr mikonan man jozam daram...amma man beheshon salam midam hamishe, 

amma ali rabetash bishtare...onam hes mikonam mikhad khodesho va vojode khodesho neshon bede, bezarid delesh khosh bashe, in hame dokhtare javon va tar gol bar gol! fekr mikone hala age man masalan mojarad dide besham shayad khob nabashe, albate bi rah ham nemige, amma in mahale kasi kari be kare man nadare, onam vaghty ke kasi mano nemishnase, kholase manam harfi behesh nemizanam, age injori rahate ke fekr kone bezar fekr kone, 

be nazareton age bekham inja ramzi konam ke khanumane tar benevisam che jori mitonam befahmam ke vaghean khanum ramz mano migire? 

age weblog nevis hastid va toe in zamine maharat darid lotfan behem begid, 

vaghean khanum rast migoftan vaghean afkaram dar hame! che entezari darid, man taze chand mahe az bimarie estres nejat peyda kardam, rishe afkaram moratab pare mishe, 

dashtam az khonam migoftam baraton, 

aslan bezarid baraton khatere begam, 

man va ali ke sighe kardim, badesh goft berim biron ke man khoone ham behet neshon bedam, kholase omadim jaye khone khobe, sakhtemonesh ham no saaz nist amma jadide, kholase omadim to, kheili to zogham khord divar ha kasif, kabinet ha bad,  

manam chizi nagoftam, yani room nashod, amma khoshhal ham khodamo neshon nadadam, man fekr mikardam ke inja ejare karde amma badan fahmidam ke apartemane khodeshe, behem goft ke mitonam khonaro onjori ke mikham dorost konam, chon chand sal onja ejare boode va mostajer ha daghonesh karde boodan, kholase manam goftam yek rang yek dast sefid, va avaz kardan kabinet ha va vaan kafie, kholase rango anjam dad, baad shoro kardim vasile kharidan va chidan toe on beyn ham kabinet haye jadid zadan, albate badane hamon ghablie bood faghat dar hasho avaz kardan, 

vasile ham yek dast mobl gereftim, yek mizane 4 nafare, telvision, yek takht, miz tahrir, ketabkhone, miz arayesh, vasayele ashpazkhone ham kheili mahdod, dige saken shodim, baghie chiza kam kam kharidim, har vaght chizi mikham baray khone bekharam, khaharam hamishe mokhalefat mikonan, hamishe engar fekr mikonan in zendegi davami nadare chera pol berizam door, roshon nemishe! amma age mishod migoftan adam baray zendegie movaghati ke asbab yek omr jaam nemikone, 

amma ali hamchin hesi nadare, chon khodesh ham be in khone zendegi ahmiyat mide, 

cheghadr harf daram baray goftan....